Liya Baby

2010-11-09T14:40:00.001+08:00

I've Moved .

Relink Me.

2010-11-07T16:29:00.002+08:00

i just came back from toning. sumpah it was superb fun. i elaborate it soon . now i wanna have a rest ok ? tc readers. & sorry for the late update. mwahh!

Time flies fast.

2010-11-04T23:27:00.003+08:00

we know both of us were like cute when we do silly faces together. well , dah lame tk amek gmbr ngan si legong ni . ♥

i accompany bhy to go downtown cause he wanna interview work there but whenever he meet me , ader je dher peh malas datang. we go downtown setakat beli double chocolate and walk to central. pathetic sia bhy ! ketok kau peh kepala ! haha.

after central , go tamp mall cause i wanna search a birthday present for my cutest small sister, afifah ♥ as tomorrow is her birthday. baik kan dapat kakak mcm aku. :P

then both of us took teksi to my school. bhy wait for my lesson to finish and we proceed to grandlink with eika, nana & renny too.

well , bhy , i dun want to type all out here but i just want you to know , both of us were not like last time. kite dah tak maki maki sangat. all the way sweet sweet cute cute. conferm kau jelak cepat, aku tahu. bluek ! but idk why kite dah tak mcm dulu. we're not far apart, but its feel so weird when theres no vulgarities like last time. rindu bodoh kau maki aku, aku maki kau. haha ! conferm orang pikir kiter couples paling buruk , paling tak betol eh bhy. but hell yeahh , just stay who we are to be as long as your love still for me and my love still for you. i love you like how i love you last time. will never fade . sayang kau. ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEYBEY ANGKONG AND CHACHA DANGDUT .(:

Project-start.

2010-11-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

okay , today is the first time i wake up early since mama not working and she irritate me to wake up early and have breakfast outside but idunwant. yet i have a bath and get changed. get out from home at 9 plus am .

i call bhy but he never answer my phone and i seat at CG like alone. pathetic much but fun . amek gmbr banyak banyak . haha. then bhy call me back 1 hour time and told me to meet him at pasir ris .

wait for hym to get changed then we took 359 to whitesand and meet his mum. me , bhy & his mum had our lunch at MAD JACK and standard i cant finish up my food yet bhy finish it up. thankyou. haha ! & yes , i put alot alot of mayo for myself and hell yeah . bhy very the pelik tak makan mayo & also a cheese. CEREWET. opppps ~ haha !

then bhy's mum walk back home while me & bhy took 89 to compass point. meet sabrina & nad at KFC . then we proceed upstairs . waited for nora, rafie , pika & ali. yes, i did my project today with them. at first , bhy just accompany me to finish up my project but at last semua bodek bodek suruh aku ngan bhy act gdh for a r/s and at last i ask for breakup. bhy peh kurang ajar , after i ask for breakup he go toyo my kepala. next action aku revenge balik. hahaha ! best woit.!

and i did interview ali for the suicide thingy. first nervous, lame lame okay. hah ! when rafie & sabrina wanna act, drg asik ketawe jek. rafie terlalu cute uh aku rase. bobal lembut nak mampus. haha!
i need to finish up half of my project by next wed maybe ? let's see how. overall , today was very funny, joyful , interesting and happening. semua supporting2 then boleh lah tuu. hehe !

bhy send me home after that and now aku stress pasal chalet. sumpah STRESSSS ! -.- okay byeee.

bhy , i love you so fucking badly . bye chibai!

cute ner kau bhy. better say thanks!

dah terlalu suke ke aku cium kau sampai tutup mater ? bodoh punya orang! :P

i love you i love you i love you lah chipai!

with nora & with bhy ! mwahhhhh !

greatest pleasure.

2010-11-02T22:23:00.002+08:00

day pass so fast and 18 more days to our 2 monthsary bhy. sumpah aku tak sabar. nak spend time dengan kau puas puas. suke tak suke tak ? hehe. i promise you bhy , i love you as long as i have the heart to love you so please dont break it. promise ? and i thought you cant handle me my worst and hell yeah you dont deserve me at my best but i'm totally wrong. all a guy that i want is in you. yes , you bhy. (: maybe , i'm the type of girl that can be hurt but can still look at you and smile and i'm the type of girl who i willing to brighten up your day even i cant brighten mine. really , you're the best & i say this like again , i wont let you go. bluek .

well , school was okay. bhy was such a sweet ass waited for me outside school till my classes finish but i did meet hym and accompany hym so that he wont be alone. yes, slack with eika & wan too. meet jimmy for a while. saw johan from far but he didnt even dare to come near me and greet me cause he did something that make me pissed off and dissapointed. but still as a bestfriend of his, i willing to forgive hym and do care for me. sayang kau bestfriend kay.

slack with raz & mimi too and that was like tak sampai half an hour they walk off dk go where. sabrina being such a legong..makcik..smart girl today. but dher peh legong makyn bertambah lah gtu kan. hahaha . :P still , i love her like how i love her for the first time i know her. kay sound lesbian but it's true. sayang as bestfriend eh bukan ape. and yes those people out there, don't keep asking either me or sabrina why both of us were not like last time. you guys are wrong. we still bestfriend's and wont break the friendship. kiter masy macam dulu, dont worry. krg tkmu sedeh sedeh pedih pedih pulakk okay ? nanty aku atau sabrina kasi orang tissue satu kotak nak ? maybe you guys read my blog i never meet sabrina that often like last time. yes its true. im busy with owl and sabrina busy with bob and we both still UNDERSTAND each other well. and maybe macpherson friend's realise both of us not like last time. well, its not true because sometymes i'm very lazy to go school and sometymes i'm late to school that's why sabrina was like alone in school without me. and it was my fault abai kan dher gtu lor. try not to do that again. so krg please tkmu keep asking. losing a girlfriend like her boleh buat aku menangis. same do her. kan nana ? hehe. kay panjang jugak aku type.

okay then , after school , proceed to punggol meet haikal & zahari. haikal went back home first cause he go out dinner with his family so left the three of us. then riera texted me so she slack with us too and sumpah rindu dher nak mampus! winks*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAIKAL PENDEK ! SAYANG KAU!

secret garden

2010-11-01T22:10:00.002+08:00

well gmbr lame & it was like my fav . okay shhh.

i was like at the circle line just now otw to school but i get sabrina msg saying she was at simei and class was canceled. thank god im with bhy that point of tyme. if not idk where to go siaa. so me & bhy go grandlink. at first only both of use sing , then came adeq join us too .

yeah , saw danpal , faii , faezah , fafa boncet , natasha , botak , eeka smally.

faii say this to me "kembar kau mane ?"
& i reply "huh ? sape sia ?"
faii : "sabrina lah . sape lagy ."
me : "ohhh. dher kat simei tak salah . tatawu uat ape . asl ? rindu dher ke ? *laugh*
faii : "mepek jek kau ! maner ader. dah tk rapat eh ?"
me : "masy rapat lah . ape jekk ."

welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll , sabrina , aku rindu kuwa nan kau every tyme and was like almost everyday only the both of us . aku rindu ge town nan kau dua orang . rindu ge grandlink ngan kau dua orang . rindu go skola ngan kau dua orang . rindu balik skola ngan kau . rindu gossip banyak benda ngan kau . rindu rindu se rindu rindu nyer lah ngan kau . mcm mana nik ?!?!?!?

kay skip ~ me , bhy & adeq proceed punggol and slack with nuttynad & azhar. thats alll for todayy . bluek !

2010-10-31T17:23:00.003+08:00

bhy , kau buruk ! tapi tetap aku sayang kau tau . kau sorang lah aku sayang skg . tkde orang lain dalam hati aku ni . percayalah . hahaha . btol tak bedek . thanks bhy for making me forget the fucking fuck life past and for making me move on to be a better girl.

well , i meet bhy , haikal & zahari today. dapat makan ako peh KFC zinger burger. woo ! sedap !! then we slack till 3 plus. ako punya lah penat nak lepak lame lame. puas haty balik tdo. now i miss bhy already .

well , sape sape yang pegy chalet please text me . nak kena bayar soon . if not tak jady lah kalau gtu . krg nak have fun tknk ? tknk sudah. tk pasal . ^^ kay fakeeee .

ayuni & zakiah : i miss both of you . aku rindu amik gmbr ngan krg ngan muke buruk buruk kite. serius tak bedek . dalam banyak2 , krg dua je lah aku rindu . should meet both of you soon and shoopping siaaa. but semua busy with school plus work . hmmm . free text aku tauu . rindu krg to the max lah . bler ngk gmbr kite, aku ketawe snirik siaa. lawa lawa pangai cacat nak mampus. -.- kay sayang krg dua. ^^

sorry for the long reply at my formsrping. i've just reply you guys. read okay ? takecare readers. datang lagy !

Rainy tymes

2010-10-30T16:20:00.000+08:00

okay . baju coolest shit ! bhy yok beli ! hahhaa .

well , bhy's big brother send me, bhy , adeq and zahari to work . kat dalam kereta mcm club gtu kan . haha . yeah , we four work together but bhy work at the 6th floor. peh susah nak smoke smoke ngan dher . nak jumpa dher pun sekejap jekkk . me , adeq & zahari work with siti & fidah . kecoh gyler i tell you . & i hope finnie will be okay soon cause her hand cramp & idk what happen .

today work a bit slack and its only have 130 people altogether. and i just have to serve 3 table's. okay okay lah . get to eat nasi briyani . woooo. after work , walk back with bhy , adeq , zahari & siti. thnks siti buying for us ciggy. ^^

siti go back home with her friends while us decided to took bus 12 to pasir ris and slack but at last bhy's big brother fetch us and stop us at RC. we slack till 1 plus and i get back home at 2 plus am .

oh yah . i was very envy at bhy cause his work was like slack nak mampus and he very the show off. dapat gaji buta gtu kan . hate you uh bhy this tyme. haha . bluek ! im tired right now & my body was like a bit cramp . -.- okay bye. nak tito !

200910 STILL (:

2010-10-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

i just love you so much every single day bhy .
you are the best i ever had.
your cuddle for me makes me melt and i just love it.
and i really not gonna let go of you for shure.
bhy , i'm wondering , did i make a good girlfriend for you ?
if not please tell me cause i just want to see you happy. ):
and when just now you say this "bhy , im happy tau ngan you." my heart beat's fast & all i have in mind is "i'm happy to be with you too ."
yes bhy , i just cant bare to lose you one day . just cant bare lahh bodow !
every single day when i spend time with you , tak pernah jelak bhy . muwahh !

i meet bhy & yaya today. we slack at RC and talk crap. we did talk about E. yaya seems mad at E. hahaha ! cyter lame mcm WHATEVER. then yaya went back home. me and bhy meet adeq at RC too. mcm biasa , makan kuaci lah kann . then , adeq go home cause she sick . me & bhy proceed to punggol. in the bus , share earpiece with bhy and he choose "siapa di hatimu" song. AND THEN , BHY SORANG DAPAT NGAR LAGU TUU . AKO SETAKAT NGAR TUNE DHER JEK. i was laughing and i ask bhy to exchange earpiece. check check dher ketawe jugak . haha. KEKEK SIAKK .meet haikal & zahari at CG. haikal nary bahan kekek kiter uh . BOBAL MEREPEK ! haha.

Every moment with you.

2010-10-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

okay i just love the pictures. ngk lah sape edit. bhy jealous ako edit lawa lawa . haha . muwahhh !

well , today i get to spend tyme with sabrina , yaya , eika & adeq. love you babygerls. and especially get to spend tyme with bhy. he never go work cause he sick . he decided to take MC but queue terlalu panjang gtu kan and dher peh malas tak leh ang's ! -.-

proceed to grandlink . i never sing much song cause bhy were sick and he get cold so i take care of hym. kesian matey ako ni . ): and then , last part theres a misunderstanding happen between me and bhy. ako bngt , ako kuwa isap rkk . biler masuk balik , bhy stare ako , ako uat bdh . dher pulak bngt dher amek beg kuwa. pikiran nak kejar but ako peh ego mcm kuwat gtu kan , ako uat bdh . cute kan kite ? tawuu . dua dua majuk abeh kuwa bilik . haha . but then , i did cry after that. adeq was looking at me with a strange reaction. i try not to make adeq worry for me so ako tahan ako peh airmata sambil nyanyi. nyanyi pun tk betol. ishk !

then bhy give me a long msg & i end up smiling with a tears. meet bhy upstairs and he hug me tight & say sorry . sumpah ako sayang kao bhy. tak sanggup hilang kao . mwahhh !

adeq went back home. me & bhy took train to compass point and eat at banquet. then we took 83 to punggol and slack at CG with zahari .

yeahh ! bsk no lesson. :P

Just A Dream.

2010-10-27T22:43:00.004+08:00

get to spend tyme with bhy today. only the both of us at first. he meet me at punggol and i know im late. sorry bhy . ): then we proceed to whitesand and had our lunch at ananas. then we walk to downtown and watch movie paranormal activity2. yes, very the scary & you guys should watch it okay ? (:

actually i wanna watch the child eyes 3D but when i saw P.A2 , i decided to watch it. EXCITING gtu lor. haha ! yeahhhh , tk buang duit ngk tu cyter . ^^ mcm nak ngk lagy gtu . sape nak ngk ngan ako pulak ? haha .

after movie , me and bhy proceed to adeq's block and slack there while waiting for adeq to get change. me & bhy played taiti together & at last he win. jahat nyer dher ! ): took teksi to punggol and meet zahari & haikal . slack at cg till 9 plus and i walk back home.

mama , please eat your medicine and get well soon.

bhy , your cough is getting bad to worse and still you still smoke for several tymes huh. naughty! makan ubat ! get weell soon sayang. sorry if i never take good care of you enough. iloveyou.

to zakiah C , makan ubat ! dok umah ! have a rest ! tkmu keje selagy belum sembuh eh babi ! *hug*

ayu & nana , i miss both of you !

BABYGERLS LEGONG.

2010-10-26T21:35:00.003+08:00

this is the pictures taken yesterday with riera legong. yes, love her very much. (:

i was bored at home right now and idk what to do . how about having my dinner alone and eat maggie ? hahahha . okay LAME.

well , i need to go school on thursday as theres some project to do with my groups and need to finish it up. yes! should go this thurs. kena bangun pagy pagy lah ni. hehe ~

yah yah , i never saw my both bestfriend, johan & jimmie in school today. decided to text them but lazy gtu lor. & thanks adeq for fetching me up at school. sayang kau musi ! and yes, saw mimi and clans and he was smiling at me & i return back his smile. who else i saw ? hmmmm , taktawu lah ! haha !

now bhy were otw home with his big brother from bhy's workplace. conferm conferm dher penat. but yeah, get to spend tyme with bhy tomorrow. yok kite dua jady budak gyler ! hahhaa. i love you fucker fuck ! mwah mwahh !

boy tak betol: bobal banyak banyak. kalau dah penat baru blg ako kay ? kesian ako ngk kao. tsktsktsk. yp !

my heart is yours.

2010-10-26T14:47:00.001+08:00

LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.

UNLEASH YOUR HEART, BOY!

2010-10-26T13:33:00.003+08:00

BHY, I love it when you put your hands on my back when you kiss me. It's the
most magical experience. I love it when you just stare at me when we're talking.
I love how I can trust you with my world. I love how you have always look after
me, you've stood up for me, you always listen and understand even when I know I
sound stupid. I love how you can tell just by the way I talk to you, how I am. I
love how I love you. Your the only person who truly knows me. I cant wait until
I see you tomorrow. Your my amazing. mwahh !

well , sorry for not updating on the sunday. sunday i meet bhy and zahari at punggol. bhy skip work for me and that was very sweet of hym. then we meet riera at pasir ris platform. zahari and riera go work at bugis and i lead the way. after they go work , me & bhy meet haikal . then we window shopping there. decided to follow haikal go watch kuda kepang at kampung melayu but lazy nyer pasal me & bhy straight go pasir ris . bhy bought his nasi lemak and we slack near west plaza. then go punggol meet atyqa & kiki. kiter bobal merepek ! kay shh.

monday i wake up late so i never go school. -.- meet bhy for a while then bhy proceed to work while me go back home and get change. meet yaya , riera, adeq & chacha at tamp. we took 21 to grandlink and karaoke together. 3 hour's singing and penat nak mampus. theres this one guy very the cheeky with me & riera. then riera ask me this "kao kenal ke tu laki." padahal ako tk kenal tau. -.- tsktsktsk. then we took teksi to punggol and slack together with zahari & bhy too.

and now , i updating my blog in class while doing my assignment. yes, i need to go now. just wanna say sorry to catmeow sebab tak ajak go sentosa. cause i thought you have some grudges on me. ):

and to you boy tak betol : please eh please, if only you knew
how i feel right now. i feel like slapping you or even choke you lah kay. did i
ever TAKE CARE OF YOUR LIFE OR EVEN RUIN YOUR FUCKING LIFE OR SHOULD I SAY TALK
ABOUT YOU FIRST AT TWITTER ? i dont care how much you gonna hate me cause yes
from the start I DO WANT YOU TO HATE ME. but let you hate me with some RESPECT.
tkmu nak show big fuck kat sane sini. MENYAMPAH. tawu ape madsud nyer MENYAMPAH
? seriously , theres no grudges anymore i wanna put on you cause i know both of
us do our own things and never disturb each other. true ? ako lebeh suke kao
gini mcm tak irritating msg ako lagy. kao dah move on ngan hydop kao then DAH
SUDAH LAH. tak payah nak ungkit cyter lame. dulu sape yang busted sape ? ADER
JEK GRUDGES KAO KAT AKO SIAAA. mcm tkder life gtu kan . pecah sia! kay thanks
byee ~

Sentosa wooo!

2010-10-23T12:34:00.000+08:00

Outing to sentosa with ;

my boyfriend tersayang.
adeq syqin & riera love.
kechyq sanchi , mel kechyqq & their clans.
ally sugar sepet & cicak sanchiko.
kiki & athira.
ayuni ,ayla & janny.
zahari,azhar & haikal.

its raining and we're late meeting kechyq & others. sorry for that. get to meet ally & i give her one tight hug. rindu nak mamps! of course, misss my cousin cicak too. decided to proceed pahlawan but its raining heavily and we proceed to siloso. get to swim for half and hour i guess ? no time to swim so long cause we came a bit late.):

im happy to get to spend tyme with bhy at sentosa as this is the ferst tyme im going sentosa with bhy. i love you so much .

meet yaya after everything. bought her belated birthday cake & we sabo her at vivo. muke sebiji macam orang minyak ! hahaha. and yaya go sabo me too. sodeh . naseb tak kena baju! well, ayu was not there cause she not in the mood about something and we should understand that. but kalau ayu ader conferm lebeh fun kan !!! ishk!

then we proceed punggol and slack till 12 plus. yes, i love it today. nak lagy ? (:

bhy you're the best & i just cant stop loving you!

zahari bestie!

my both beyloo nak mampus ! sayang krg!

ayu sayang & athira baby!

bhy sebok sebok kat belakang !

cute sia kao bhy!

seee, like orang minyak kurang kasih sayang ! hahaha ! bluek!

candid. ilovethis!

Happy Friday!

2010-10-22T23:37:00.005+08:00

Bestfriend's MELATAH ku yang terbaik ! i love you guy's. (:

not working and i'm very boring ! -.- school school school , more boring !

I meet bhy and we both go west plaza and share nasi goreng together cause bhy know that i wont finish my food alone. hehe ~ saw bhy's friend, his name is bob and he slack with us near west plaza. while playing taiti , i ask this random qn when actually i was just joking "bhy , amcm , grandlink pe?" & bob throw away that taiti card on the table, get his butt of the chair & say "anything ah yok!" so we decided to go.

me & bhy was walking to the bustop but bob go stop the teksi and we took teksi to grandlink. arrive, bob treat us for 2 hour with a drink's. thanks bob! then jimmy & renny caame & joined us. after grandlink , we slack at pasir ris block 757 with johan,haikal,syqin,zahari&natasha too.

it was fun when jimmy, haikal & johan keep on melatah melatah & we burst out laughing. naseb drg tak melatah kan ako sangat sebab ako pompan. tak bagus tauuu. hahaha! well, even they melatah very the rabak , they still my bestfriend's sampai mati. aminn! :D

walk off around 9 plus to 10. hug both bestfriend's of mine, jimmy & johan. search for adeq but idk when she walk off without telling me. hmmmmm.

well to bhy , im sorry about just now. i make you stress, make you hurt, make you eyes red, make you feel liike crying, make you think that i never treasure you, make you feel you just a fcuking fuck boyfriend, make you think whaat the best way for me to be happy. i dont want you to change. i want you to be the same. i want you to be a guy that i've known enuf. dont changeee bhy. please dont. ): and, im sorry for god sake. im reallly sorry. you wont ever gonna lose me cause i wont ever gonna leave you. *hug*

NABEH CHIBAI.

2010-10-21T22:32:00.002+08:00

meet bhy in the morning at punggol and we both had a slight food together.

bhy waited for me under my block and when i was walking towards him, i find that his cute when he smile & stare at me. awww. i cair !

lucky to have you bhy. very lucky. (:

he buy his rokok gulung for he himself but he bodek bodek with me and ask for my ciggy. chibai lu! haha. tkpe, what's mine , is your's.!

took train with bhy as bhy going work. kesian dher.!

pass him something and i walk off , stop serangoon yet he msg me "bhy thanks! but fuck you!" chibai kan perangai ? -.-

then spend time with two biol's of mine, yaya & eika at grandlink.

then proceed to tamp cause yaya wanna rebond her hair.

accompany her. adeq came too.

me & adeq then proceed to tamp mall, had our lunch. i get to eat my ayam penyet. chilli nyer sungguh pedas !

one deaf guy came at us and sell a couple keychain. me & adeq decided to buy it. so one for me , one for bhy. ^^

meet riera too. rindu tuh legong. tu pun sekejap cause she need to get back to work. sodeh.

slack rooftop tamp with adeq then took 3 back home.

kay i lazy want lepak like everyday. idk why lahhhh. ):

perfect two.

2010-10-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

first of all sorry to bhy that i never spend time with you that much just now for our 1st month today cause i'm working today and i hope you understand.

im working at bugis and no need to know the full detail's where i work nanti korang sebok sebok kacau ako. i work with adeq and it was fucking fun plus slack. yes first thing set all the 16 table's and oh yah , we both work with ridzuan,syazwan,hadi,haziq& man. only both of us are girls surrounded by them but yet they are fun to be with and i just cant recall that i saw hadi & haziq before at the camp last year and it so surprising that they both still remember me.

we had our break after the set up and the rest go canteen and eat but me and adeq before that smoke downstairs and meet bhy plus haikal too.

oh yah , first thing man saw me , he ask for my number cause he say im cute and i was like smiling at him without a word and by then im ignoring him. mcm buta gtu kan tak nampak cincin ako. opppps ~ then at last he wanna get tto know adeq and he straight forward say this at adeq "aku sayang kau." adeq complaining at me cause she was blushing. so i decided to ask man this "kau suke adeq aku eh!!" and he replied this "abeh aku nak kau , kau taknak . yelar , kau kan da ader pakwe. asik dengan hp je dary tady." hahaha ! good luck je lah adeq oye.

first impression when i saw ridzuan aka wan, he was like bodoh sombong type of guy but after we get to know each other better and had more convo, he seem's a nice guy. he keep on callling my name and ask me follow him behind and i did follow. get to know he ask me to eat with him. nie lah keje curik curik makan. macam macam dher sumbat ako makan. babi eh kao. then we both go smoke several of tymes too. we both even lanchiaway about whoever weird people who walk pass by us. i keep on laughing. hahhaa ! and theres this one part when me , adeq & wan mcm budak jakun tak pernah nampak balloon melayang atas langit. HAHAHHAH ! shhhh !

i was pissed off when one guest took a video of me when i wanna clear his table. idk the video is for what cause he was drunk but i really hope he delete it sooon. i told bhy about this and bhy was very pissed off. ape lagy ako kan ? adeq pun bngt. i ask wan to stick with me when i was clearing that guy table's. wait, dont get me wrong. me & wan are just friend's. he know im attached. wee heeee. ako jujur sejujur jujurnya. (: oh yah , that guest even ask for my number. his not matrep handsome type of guy. he tua nak mampus & gatal gyler babs. mcm mcm dugaan ako keje kat situ tau takk !

whatever it is , i love that work and tk penat sngt so i sukerrr. adeq, keje nan akak lagy yok . we both gyler gyler lagy ! hehe .

bhyy , whatever happens , me love only you. remember that !

1 month wish.

2010-10-20T00:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNI , MY SWEETEST FUCKING FCUK BOYFRIEND. ^^ ILOVEYOU, BODOH. (:

bhy , the ferst tyme kiter jumpa , kao tak habis habis melatah kan ako. and my first impression at you was "matrep nyer dher nie." and when i get to know you, you are A GREAT GUY(: and bler part kao melatah kan ako kan , ikut kan haty nk gentus jek kepala kao tu , tapi "kesian" peh pasal ako layankan. hahaha.

and then , we chatted at msn. and we on webcam. i was otf with several of guys and ako masy ingt kao ckp "tak habis habis otf , otf nan ako taknak." and from there i give you mine number and you straightly call me. we talk crap. yes, crap. sape yang strt ? kao kan kao kan ! hahhaa .

and then bhy , masy ingt tak , kalau kao majuk , ako kena pujuk . kalau ako majuk, kao pulak kena pujuk. and we both warning at each other tkmu tersangkut sudah. hahaha ! we didnt fail to msg and call each other and thats why we becoming more and more closer. even when i was contacting you , i contact several of guys , idk why you're the lucky guy among all who get me to be your girlfriend. untung tak dapat ako ? kalau tk untung kao pegy langgar diri kao snirik ngan lorry sudah bhy ! HAHHAA !

then , a few days onwards we both decided to meet each other and i have this tyme to meet you first at pasir ris . you fetch me at west plaza bustop and im with yaya that point of tyme. we both accompany you to buy your pancake. then when yaya took bus to another place, we both walk to your block and meet wan & dan. we both meet syqin & catmeow too. AND you treat me chocolate icecream , how sweeet ! skg kan , dah tkder ice cream lagy eh untuk ako. mentang2 ako saket ! hahaha ! first first kao sweet skg kao tweeet !!!!!!! hahaha . kay fake !

kao kena balik siang sebab ikut family go jalan raye and ako pegy tamp with syqin, catmeow & zahari jumpa riera and chacha and you msg me saying you love me. that was the ferst tyme and we becoming more and more and more closer. we then meet each other like everydayy and takpernah jelak pun ehy bhy. mampus siaa kiterr. kahwin pe ? nak ? haha ! sape nak kahwin ngan kao . kao ge kahwin ngan pmpn bangla sudah bhy. aman dunia kao. hary hary makan nasi briyani . HAHHAA. kay tkmu marah ako. ako main main jek . *PEACE*

on the 20.09.10 , you sound me to be officially yours and i straightly accept you cause the feelings started to grow when im with you and whoever guy's i contact with , i put them aside and i told them im attached. yes, im sincere. tak cukup jujur ke ako bhy !?!?!?! hahhaa ! we spend tyme almost everyday together and i really had fun with you. you're the best bhy , i swear. kao part sweet , kao sweet tapi bler part kao sial , kao sumpah kurang ajar nak mampus. ahh kan dah kena. kadang2 penat ako nak gaduh ngan kao maki sane sini . TAK PENAT PE KAO ?!?!? HAHAHA ! kiter dua dah mcm badut untuk orang kay bhy . so tkmu memalu kan masyarakat. tlg duduk diam bler jumpa ako . and kalau ako nak kiss , bagy ako kiss. tkmu nak suruh ako tunggu kao habis light rokok semua kay ? you know i know. hahhaha ! kay dah ako bobal mepek .

so baby , having a journey time with you was superb fabulous and i feel like i wanna be with you forever. since today is our 1st anni , i hope we would go further together. i'm sorry if i get to spend time with you only for a while. i'm really sorry okay ? but i hope the gift that i gave you , please take good care of it. iloveyou so much and happy 1 month anni bhy. nahh amek nie kisssssssssssssssssss . MUWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! ^^

):

2010-10-19T21:32:00.002+08:00

THE COURSE OF TRUE LOVE NEVER DID RUN SMOOTHLY.

I've realized girls tears only seem to fall when they don't know what they're gunna do anymore to try to be happy. They cry cause they're fighting against those feelings that are telling them to let go, but knowing that if they let go, they might regret it. And they're just trying to figure out what's going to happen if they keep holding on, and if they're willing to go through with all the pain that's needed just to keep fighting

http://inappropriate-laughter.tumblr.com/

I'm disaster.

2010-10-19T20:37:00.003+08:00

morning meet bhy at punggol . it was raining heavily and bhy give me warm hug. he even ask me to go back home and have a rest cause im sick and he very worried if im going school but i degil gtu lor tetap nak go skool . sorry bhy. and loveyou.

after the rain , i took train to serangoon to school and bhy took train to outram park to go work. arrive, first person i saw is wak then go toilet smoke. meet nana then go in class and do my work. peh senang and ako suker ! hehe ~ i keep concentrating to do the coding coding thingy while tweeting. (:

supposingly class end at 6 but it end at 3 plus so nana accompany me go canteen and have my lunch then we both proceed outside school while waiting for zahari & bobby . after zahari came , nana go meet bobby then me and zahari slack outside and play taiti.

saw adam and he slack with both of us. he keep repeating that im arrogant and oh my shit. ngk sape sombong. kao ke ako ? hahhaa ! bluek ! then after he walk off , he like so sudden msg me this "cute pe ko.." and i was like "-.-" ape jek tau dher tuu !

me and zahari proceed to punggol and slack with adeq & haikal . fun fun fun ! (:

oh yah . i should try to type "kau" instead of "kao" sebab jaja tak suker ! hahaha. trying eh eh eh !

The best things in life aren't things.

2010-10-18T20:10:00.001+08:00

lelaki dekat belakang kiter tuu sebookkk . !!!!

well , i had so much fun with syqin at grandlink . we sing alot of merepek song but all the song's seriously entertain us very well . hahaha !

thanks to bhy too cause he send me to school till 12.30 and he went off to work.

yes i'm sick and i get to meet riera for like half and hour plus and i took bus 3 home. i'm too weak to slack with zahari at CG after that so i decided to just go back home. mama check my temperature and it turn out to be not so well. 38.1 . ): and mama ask me to eat ferst and then eat my medicine and sapp , i sleep straight after that and wake up at 12 plus am and bhy call me. otf with hym till he sleepy.

two more days and idk if its gonna turn out well or not. just wait and see lah.

& happy 6 months friendship , sabrina. ako tawu kao lupeeeeee. !!!!

PS:I love the ones who are in my life and make it amazing. I also love the ones who LEFT my life and made it fantastic. HEHEHE ~

owl is mine.

2010-10-17T18:01:00.002+08:00

i love owl and i always do .

well ,should go out with mum today but i wake up at 4 plus and i know i sleep like one rabbit pig. eh wait , rabbit pig ? -.- i miss that korean showww anw ! bhy keep on msging me where he go and stuff and im touched by that. thanks bhy. (:

now bhy was sleeping at home like a monkey pig . hahaha ! and im waiting for him to wake up and accompany me here. im bored. oh wait, sugarenny just call me. i feel like going out. riera msg me asking if im slacking or not by too bad i didnt. all the way at home like no life lor. -.-

reshmi ask me to go school tomorrow and i will. i miss roy & rafie lah . i miss nora too ! ):

tomorrow is siti zakiah big day & if i cant wish her tomorrow i would wish her now , happy advanced birthday , c . i love you & you know that. saturday is a must eh ! ^^

PISSED OFF !

2010-10-16T16:38:00.000+08:00

im pissed off cause theres more pictures in my camera actually but only below pictures appear and the other's pictures gone and im very very pissed off. all the pictures i took with bhy all gone. kat fort canning pulak tuu ! sumpah oye bngttt ! ): but nvm lah . dah terjady nak uat ape kan . so sorry to haikal , nuttynad & syqin that all the pictures were gone. sorry tauu . haish . ):

so yeah , theres bhy big brother wedding's today at fort canning and we four came up. eat my roti kirai today ! wooo ! and i saw nadiah sewel but i didnt know if she saw me. (:

after the wedding , i did took pictures with bhy but everything gone . sedehh tauu. ): lain kali ge fort canning amek lagy kay bhy ? ): so then, four of us took teksi to city hall while bhy continue his brother wedding's there.

we four drop paya lebar and go grandlink. haha. sempat woit ngan baju kebaya ge grandlink. semua orang ngk . mcm maluu gtu ! haha ! then meet sugarenny there. after karaoke , haikal walk off to town while me , renny , syqin & nad took teksi to pasir ris & we slack under her block .

before that , i accompany nad to her house to take taiti card's. rumah dher seramm uhh, tatawu asal uhh ! haha . then slack till 10 plus and i took bus 3 home. while walking home , mel lullaby called me & chee chat with her. i miss her lah . ):

lastly , matey ako gyler. kay byeee !^^

PICTURES.

2010-10-15T23:26:00.005+08:00

GAMBAR TERTINGGAL . HEHE ~

Pictures 1 : bhy say : ehh kaoo , nak amek gmbr punnak step cute. & i say: ape step cute ? mmg dah cute ok !

Pictures 2: bhy say: cepat lah poseee ! i say: leh sabar tak ? nk adjust spec luhh bdh !

HAHAHA !

Pictures 1: bhy say: lawa ner pmpn tuu. & i say: apape lahh bhyy . ako focus kat camera jekk !

Pictures 2: bhy say: asik amek gmbr jek ! ako nantok tauu ! & i say: kao weak uhh ! cepat lah babi !

HUAHUAHUA !

I SAY: bhyyy ! cepat ! ako nak kissss !

& BHY SAY: ehh , leh tunggu takk ? nak light rokok japp !

HEHEHE ~

wait , this pictures, i love nana. lamer tak amek gmbr nan dher. *hug*

AT GRANDLINK WITH YAYA , EIKA , SYQIN & RIERA.

sayang my adeq syqin & bestfriend johan!

BHY SAY: kao tak penat ke asik amek gmbr jek ?

I SAY: tak ah . asal eh ?

BLUEK !!!!

I SAY: bhyyy , ader laki lain msg ako . ngk ngk !

BHY SAY: ahh , abeh kao nak ako uat ape ?

HAHAHA !

BHY SAY: ako mcm nampak awek cunn uhh kat sebelah sanerr !

I SAY: ngk puas puas lah bhy. ako pun ngah msg jantan lain ni. ^^

HAHAHA !

BHY SAY: ako dah semangat amek gmbr sampai tunjok gigi , kao ngk hp pulak ? sial tol !

I SAY: game lagy penting daryyy amek gmbr bhy.

HAHHAA !

BHY : *SLEEEPING*

ME: hmmm . si lahabao ni ngah tdo kan , ako ader chance nak msg jantan lain. sape ehh ako nak msg dulu.

HAHHAHA ! BLUEK BLUEK BLUEK !

BHY SAY: ako tatawu nak pose mcm mana lah. biar ako peluk kao kay bhy.

I SAY: dont touching touching me fucker !

HAHAHA !

THIS IS THE RING BHY BOUGHT FOR ME & IM IN LOVE. AWWWW ! *HUG* *KISS THOUSAND OF TYMES*

SWEET KAN AKO ? TAWUUU !

BHY OH BHY

2010-10-15T22:42:00.003+08:00

meet bhy & faz.
then go bhy's work cause faz wanna work with bhy & bhy wanna take his work clothes home.
after that meet kechyq sanchi , his mum , myrakeai & ijan .
we go eat at chinatown & kechyq's mum treat me & bhyy. thnkyou (:
took train to pasir ris with bhy while kechyq drop at tampines home.
slack with bhy at RC.
adeq came and join both of us.
then i went back home after that .

kay byeee!

In my arms, in my mind all the time I wanna keep you right by my side till I die I’m gonna hold you down and make sure everything is right with you, you can never go wrong if you let me hold you. I can't help but think of you every spare second I have. i love you & you know that.

baby msg me yesterday & i was touched. i know this is not a sweet talk cause i believe in him & whatever happens, i love him & i wont leave him. here it goes .^^

"i nvr felt this scared bhy. im scared of loosing u. tears just cnt stp just nw. i aleh2 rase takot kehilangan u and seriously i nvr felt this scared. its lyke the end of my lyfe if u r gone. bhy u change me alot. frm A to Z. u teach me alot abt true love. i not gonna leave u. im gonna show people tat u change me frm the worst boi to the best man. i lucky to be wif u. i loveyou bhy. i realy do. mwaaahh! gd nyte love. shiwt drmz."

Thanks bhy for the RING!!

2010-10-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

i meet bhy at west plaza and we straight go whitesand. bhy bought for me couple's ring for our 1 month supposed to be and i was touched. i know that both of us can last long if theres no HALAGAN. yay thats right. i wanna thank bhy for the ring & for the treat at ananas. i love you so much , i swearr .!

after our lunch , we proceed to grandlink and meet kechyq sanchi & mel kechyqq. yeah we karaoke together. ni bukan couples day out eh. haha. adeqq came after that and we sing together. fun woit !

after that we slack at bhy's RC together. then something happen but i dont want to elaborate here. everything going to fine by then.

well , i gtg. i just wanna say , thanks baby for the ring & i promise that i will wear the ring everydayy. mwahhhh!

Don't break my heart!

2010-10-13T23:05:00.003+08:00

hello ladies and gentlemen. ^^ i was about to sleep till 12 plus pm today but bhy call me and wake me up so yeah , naseb tak lambat. since every wed i dont have any lesson , i decided to meet bhy today.

he bought for me macaroni spaghetti for my lunch and awwww , he so sweet ! thnks baby. after that, he decided to go his work place but tk menjady since nazri talk everything at their supervisor so we decided to watch movie straight.

watch "buried" at downtown east . and cyter dher mepek plus kesian ! starting till ending , its all about INSIDE THE COFFIN. wahhhhh , kecohh kecohh ! but yeah , dapat spend tyme nan bhy dah cukup . hahs !

then we bused to central . bhy bought for me fries with pepper on it & i love it. and theres this part i so the careless, i eat the fries with chillies and accidentally the chillies drop at my dress. menangis siaa ako. HAHA. FAKEEEE !

after that , proceed and meet nuttynad , syqin & riera. then 7 plus bhy need to follow his mum to bedok and have their dinner and his mum ask me to follow but ako nie pemalu. (kekok lor) so i told bhy next tymeee. naseb bhy tak mengamuk .

so yeah , send hym to meet his mum then i slack back with them plus jaja , johan bestfriend & danny danpal . well , anw, i saw sabrina just noww . (:

You're the best.

2010-10-12T23:11:00.004+08:00

hello stalker. i'm bored right nowwww. i've just give bhy a long long long messages for him to read and think . he should know how much i love him & his the ferst guy who can make me smile every single time when i meet him. his the only guy who can maki maki with me , BOLEH ANGKAT JOKES PUNYA ORANG. ako sukerrrr !

he the only guy who keep on saying that he love me without fail & keep on kissing me at the forehead tooo. his the only guyyy who's been there through thick and thin's together. and he promise me he wont repeat history againnn. let me be the ferst gerl to change him. awwww bhy , i love you & this tyme i know you love me tooo. blueekkk ! haha.

well , slack with my qayum , syqin , bhy , zahari , johan & nuttynad just nowww. it was fcuking fun. we tear up all the kard's into pieces and before that , we did wrote those names that we know & whoever we hate, we tear cukup cukup. hahha ! and johan please, you promise me something and i hope you wontt do it again. i love you kay bestfriend. dont ever do it againnn. kay sayang kaooo !

and yes, just now i go home with zahari and he saw one black cat "meow meow" saner sini. he go cuddle that cat & i give him the warning not to but he punya lah keras kepala mcm nak kena simbah ngan botol COKE! then the cat decided to be cuddle by me but im the type of gerl who scared of big cat. (kitten tkpe lah juga okay) ^^ the cat came towards me & i dont know what to do so i decided to throw that botol of coke at it. & i tot the cat would run away from me but indeed it run just opposite me & you know what i do ?

i shout like one mad gerl. satu building punggol ngar lah ! i do jump off and run behind zahari but he ignore me when i told him to chase that cat awayyy so i decided to run away from there till zahari puas layan tu kuching lah. then after a minute, zahari search for me & i was hiding behind the wall. he keep on laughing at me. how i react & stuff. malu lah weyy ! i seriously dont want this to happen again. kalau ader bhy tk pasal tau , at least i can hide behind him. aiyomakkkkk ! geram uh nan zahari .

okay people , plase dont laugh. i shyyy ! byeeee ! :D

Until The End.

2010-10-12T11:09:00.003+08:00

sorry for not updating my blog yesterday cause i dont have time to do it. yeahhh , yesterday get to meet bhy and then we slack at RC with mel lullaby , firdan , syqin , zahari , haikal & nuttynad. but before that me , syqin , riera , eika & yaya go grandlink and had fun together. rindu lah pegy grandlink .

anddd ohhhhh , syqin cried when she sing those song with me. i pity her & i really hope theres someone enter her life & can make her move on lahhh . ):

welll , i gtg now . i wanna go school cause i miss my classmates. bhy & syqin send me to school and i suker ! hehe.

kay , skg bhy ngan ako . and he ngah bobal sorang ! hahaha . padan muke dherr ! well , i love bhy , i love bhy , i love bhy ! mwahhhhh ! bhy , kao sayang ako tak ??? ako tawu kao tak ! hahahha . bluek ! byebye peoplee's

Most important in life,GOD.

2010-10-10T15:13:00.002+08:00

basically , i'm not going anywhere today but i get to meet bhy morning and in the afternoon. well , now , i miss bhy already and for sure i'm going to meet him tomorrow. since he work , he seriously look very pale and have that tiring face & i pity him. tkpe bhy , ge kerja rajyn rajyn untuk anak anak kiter ! hahah ! kay fakeee.

well , someone is moving on. i'm seriously happy when i heard that he finally moving on as his been heart broken for more than 4 or 5 month's after our breakup ? (: and now i hope the lucky girl his contacting now can make his heart fully recovered. AMIN.

tomorrow school's start and hell yeah , i'm very weak to go to school but i miss my classmates lah , so yeah , im going lah , but maybe late ? haha. oppps ~

okay , thats all for todayy. i wanna sleep early today so that i'm fresh the next morning. night people's (:

to ayuni , last long ngan sol . rindu kaoooo !

Town With Love-lies.

2010-10-09T09:07:00.000+08:00

town with those love-lies in the picture's.

but before that meet yaya C first and accompany her go little india then we walk to bugis. thank's yaya for the KFC treat. (:

then meet bhy, haikal & firdan at douby gourt. while waiting for them, yaya bought her yami yogurt like again. -.- tk cukup cukup ! thennn, yaya treat me & bhy our fav double chocolate and we get our large cup for it. thanks yaya !

and we proceed to town by then. nak kate mendak , tk mendak. nak kate best , boleh lah jugak. alah , everything go averagely lahh. ^^

just look at the pictures okay. i lazy want story story what happen. kaybyeeee.

PS: BHYY OHH BHYYY . I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHH UNDERSTAND ?! (:

he got me in love.

2010-10-08T22:43:00.004+08:00

i get to meetl MEL LULLABY todayy. sayang dher banyak banyak lah kay ! *hug*

well , this is for bhy:

thanks for meeting me at punggol and bought for me shumai.
thanks anu kan ako peh kening. waaa caya sama luuu ! haha. bluek !
thanks for the macaroni you bought for me from home.
thanks for sending me back home late night.
thanks for the warm hug, the sweetest kiss.
thanks that you never fail to kiss me on the forehead.
thanks for the silly jokes , silly faces that makes me laugh like hell.
thanks for beiing there when i need you.
thanks for being a good boyfriend after all.
please don't change & please stay this way. i love you ass-hole ! muwahh !

well, not to forget, riera, syqin, haikal & zahari, you guys are the best. riera & syqin, you know how much i love you both kan ? tknk ader misunderstanding antare kiter tige okay ? sayang krg dua berok lahhh.

to yayayu & nana : i know we've been far apart but hell yeah, i swear alright, wherever i go, i never ever forget you gerls. and i need four of us to go out soon some other's day when you gerls free. but looks like all of you busy with your stuff, same as mine. tapi tkkn tk rindu kuwa samer samer kan ? hmm.

oh my darling ~

2010-10-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

hello reader's. well , i'm sick and i wanna blog fast. i need to have a good rest so that tomorrow i'm going to be fresh back and had some fun times with bhy. tady ako saket mcm setengah mampus. maybe it's because i take care of riera yesterday cause she have slight fever and then the desease pass at me myself so yeah i should bare with this sickness. even i take a puff of ciggy, there's nothing that i could taste. i taste nothing.

thanks to bhy cause he the one who take care of me. first thing first , he thought that i noneng but im not. i wanna hide this sickness infront of him but i'm just too weak to do that so at last i tell bhy the truth. yes he did go up and bring down mineral water & panadol for me to eat but before that he even bought for me maggie plus a cup of ice lemon tea for me to eat ferst before i eat my medicine. then , he let me take a nap and lay at him. he cover my eyes with haikal's jacket, he tuck in my hand so that i wont get cold & he even take off his shirt for me and cover it and put it at my leg. he did that everything for me & i'm touched.

yes, i stare at him for a moment when he didnt saw it at all. yes, i feel like crying cause i just cant bare to lose a guy like him who are sweet & caring. yes, i just dont even think that he gonna sacrifise all that for me. & yes, i dont want him to be far apart from me cause i cant bare to let him go. not now, not later. i just want him to be by my side, always. i do love you bhy, i really do. thanks bhy, for all those sacrifising that you did it just for me. i love you & i dont want you to go. please. ):

well. riera, syqin, haikal, zahari & firdan, thanks for the fun just now. make me laugh, cheer me up, give me a smile on my face. thankyou. i HUG'S you guys alot okay. mwahhhhh !

look down , bhy dah potong rambut and he look super cute, super sachok lah. even he botak pun , i'll never let him go. i love you. ako tawu ako sweet bhy , tk ya ckp. haha ! & bhy , tunggu ako terjun dary tngkat 17 kay ? ako pun ngah tunggu kao surrender diri kao kena langgar ngan loryy . woo , best tuu ! haha. mwahhh !

OWL , loveyou.

2010-10-06T23:10:00.005+08:00

Today's pictures. justt take a look at it cause i lazy to story everything had happen today.

PASIR RIS TO GRANDLINK.

GRANDLINK TO PASIR RIS.

i go wan house and i find that wan big sister look pretty pretty pretty. ^^
go grandlink and i saw mimi amy. talk with him for a while then he walk with his friends and i walk with mine.
get to spend tyme with bhy since today he has no paper and at last he sing some of the song at grandlink. i suker ! nak lagy !
at pasir ris get to meet johan steam as i miss him so much.
i cant wait for chalet, sape nak join ? winks*
byeee people. nk tdo! heehehee
!

I need you by my side.

2010-10-05T17:51:00.003+08:00

well , i get to meet bhy just for a while and yes, i send him to school but never fetch him from school lah. lazy. haha. after send him to school , i decided to go home straight cause i was fcuking tired and sleep and i need some rest. so yeah , after this post, im going to have a nap. i really hope bhy can do his maths paper and concentrate on it. same goes to adeq.

i dont know if i have the mood to go grandlink tomorrow cause adeq not going and it hurts me when i see her this kind of way. i just want her to be happpy. why cant all those guys out there make her happy instead of hurting her ? seriously lah , nak chop chop korang satu satu boleh ? if adeq hurt, IM HURT TOO! hmmm.

i've updating my tumblr. just check a look on it. its a random post but alot about bhy lahh. bhy , you're obsessed with me and im obsessed with you too. how how ? hate you are for making me this wayy. ge maty lahh kao ! haha . kay fake. i love you tauu. and i wont stop saying that i love you every single day. mwahhh !

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love is a beautiful things.

2010-10-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

Hey bhy, yoou the one who i love the most. I wish i could tell you what is on my mind all the time, I really do, but I can’t because i want to be the best i can be for you, I want to hold you and love you. I dont want us to end up be far from each other that we don’t even share the same sky.

I’ve always wanted to find someone like you who i can tug into my hold every second and thank god i just found you. Every time I cry myself to sleep, you're the one who've been there. The thought of seeing you makes me life. You saved me. You shilfed me from the dark. You love me and I love you.

thank you so much for coming into my life and making it amazing so far. hug you*

well. bhy finished school at 11 and i know i was late. i meet him around 12 plus i guess ? sugarenny was there too. slack at RC. then go west plaza had our lunch. sugarenny treat me my drink and my food. i share kway teow with bhy cause i know i cant finish it.

then, meet haikal , waited for adeq outside her school but batang hidung dher pun ako tk nampak so yeahh , we decided to go west plaza back. meet firdan and go back to RC. slackk all the way. riera, syqin , ayushortie & nuttynad then came and slack with us tooo. (:

to C, ni last uhh , please , ako tknk ader misunderstanding lagy ngan kao. penat oye. please kay ? and i love you. anything beep me. & nana , you know i miss you ? text me soon if possible. takecare readers.

fabulous day

2010-10-03T22:55:00.005+08:00

SYQIN & RIERA, AKO SAYANG KORANG DUA BODOH !!!

yesterday was fcuking fun at bhy's house when last minute zahari , fathul , buddah , haikal , fadilah , and two of haikal's friend came and slack together. yes we drunk again & ako peh susah nak jage bhy.!

i was asleep and bhy thought i died and he cried. how sweet of him. noneng noneng pun takut ako mati. i just love you lah fucker. and bhy did alot of strange thing's that make us gooooo "OMG!" mcm maner nak jage dher siol ! hahaha. and there's this one part bhy lay infront of his door room and i keep on maki maki him to sleep inside. all he do is stare at me and smile. siao peh budak. after he vomitted, he even tried to taste the jamban punya air. ewwww. & opps bhy , sorry if i list everything here what you have done, cause i find it cute when you did all that. mwahh ! hehe ~

fadilah say im cute and she like my hair. she make me like her own little sister since she's 20 plus this year so i must call her kakak lah . hehe . even i get noneng and sleep infront of her, she comfort me and keep on saying im cute. how sweet lah her. ^^

last minute adeqq came at bhy house & i was asleep. at 8.30 am i wake up then i saw adeqq. legong oye ako! haha.

overall was fun & sorry to haikal cause you really cant take it when you take care of me & bhy. so sorry. and thnkyou anw :D please tkmu cuci tangan lain kalii. hehe !!!

oh yah , at bhy house , i eat alot. maggie sup tulang , rice with ayam masak merah & telor mate lembu. yummmmyyyy ! naseb ako tk muntah like friday night. wooo ! NASEB!

whatever it is , i get to spend tyme with bhy 24 HOURS YEAH. thnks baby for everything. for the food, tempat ako leh tdo, tempat ako leh mandy. EVERYTHING LAHHH. nak spend tyme with you again lah. 24 hours again. can ? ^^

okay now i wanna sleeeepppppppppppppp! bye people's. not to forget, i miss rieraa ):

Hard decision.

2010-10-02T21:54:00.003+08:00

currently at bhy's house watching movie pocong with haikal & zahari tooo. I'm going to spend tyme with bhy 24 hours today. meet him at 9am just now and gonna go back at 9am tmrw tooo. wanna know why i go back early tmrw ? its because i'm going JB with family in the morning.

i was alseep after arrived at bhy house cause i'm drunk yesterday night with fathul , buddah , haikal , zahari & syqin. syqin's brother and his friend's were there too. ako peh masaii , tk lehh angs oye. minum kepala dah berat berat . and this is the ferst tyme i vomit after i drunk. tu tak pasal , perut pulak buat hal , decided to goo toilet. kaki dah mengiggil. then i decided to stay inside the toilet but kesian kan syqin nyer pasal , i go out and seat outside.

i cant even walkk till syqin friend , fiqq lead me the wayy. thankyou. (: then fiqq send me at syqin house with his motorcycle. best woit !! BHY ! CEPAT DAPAT LICENSE MOTOR MUSIBOT ! then after arrived at syqin house. syqin just told me that fiqq wanna get to know me better but syqin told him im attached. so yeah , naseb adeq tersayang ako ni blg. kalau tak , entah lah kannnn. haha. whatever it is , i still enjoyed my time with them yesterday night at pasir ris park. wooooo . love korong.

and to sugarenny : even i meet you for a while i just want you to know , i will miss you if you gonna leave me for this 2 years. yes , you are a great girl friend and i dont want you to leave me. feel like crying you know. & you should know how much me & syqin love you. please don't do stupid stuff anymore okay ? i love you so much .

and to adeq syqin: sayang , thnks for the post at your blog. i appreciate it. and adeq,whatever happens last tyme , i wont repeat it again cause i know you're the best i ever had. i love you adeqq.

to Y , N & A: you gerls should know how much i miss you girls and how muchh i need you girls in my life. i'm really sorry if i aint a good best friend's. you girls should know how much i treasure you people in my life. okay ? sumpah ako tk pernah lupekan krg walau sehary pun. sumpah demi allah. )':

to haikal & syqin , thnks for taking good care of me yesterday when i get drunk . lagy lagy syqin , thanks tau deqqq. i can see how much you care for me and love me . love you lah adeqq. & haikal , thnks kay jage ako. and kasi ako lelap kat lap kao. sayang kao uh bestie. to fiqq jugak ,even i just know you , thnks for the care too & send me home. (:

nowwwwwww i wannna ton and maybe get drunk like again ? stresss uhhhh . sape sape tawu problems ako , tawu je lah kay .

i love bhy . i love bhy . i love bhy ! and bhy , hope you like the shirt i bought for you. i love you , fucker. mwahhhhhh ! and i know you can change. change for me , for the better okayy . your past sucks i tell you . so please, dont repeat it again . love you ! ^^

depressing.

2010-09-30T22:25:00.003+08:00

I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.
I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles.
I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life.
I’ve learned that making a living is not the same thing as making a life.
I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.
I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s on both hands cause you need to be able to throw some things back.
I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.
I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one.
I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone.
People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.
I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn.
I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel .

so how people treat you is their karma. how you react is yours. (:

PS: those word's could hurt my feelings. i was shattered when you told me those word's. i really was. NIGHT.

babygerls.

2010-09-30T04:14:00.005+08:00

i terdeleteeee link link korangg. if you guys read this , do give me your link back kay ? thankyou . (:

i love this two fcuker above plus syqin. but i love bhy more and bhy loves me more. hehehe ~

well , i cant sleep. kalau bhy tawu , conferm ako kena maki rabak nyer ! but whatever , tk tkt. langgar je lah ! at least im not like him , sleep like pig. setiap kali otf , mesty ako bbl nan tembok tapi malangnyer, tembok tak balas balik soalan ako. kay mepek. i talk crap. im just BORING LAHHH ~

otf with sugarenny just now and she know how i feel. yes. im glad about that. thnkyou bhy. i love you. and yes, what you say is trueeeee. not gonna say it out here. yang penting , kite tak talk about orang . all i know , you talk about me , you encourage me not be terlalu baikkk. haishhh .

oh yah , know what ? me , haikal & bhy go 7 eleven yesterday and bought for them mashed potato. and haikal got this one silly idea that he wanna put some blueberry & ice mint sweet's inside the mashed potato and give it to renny. me & bhy follow the flow. haha. when renny eat it , she keep complaining "eh asl rase blueberry uh?" and i act serious and step blur. haha ! last last, she know that she got punk. LOL. kesian peee. hua huaa.

then yesterday , me & bhy share kway teow goreng together and theres prawn in it. i keep complaining and ask bhy to eat that prawn faster before i vomit. haha. renny say this "kao pelik ah liya. ngk undang leh muntah ehh." haha. yelar , ape lagy kalau ako makan undang , teros maty siol ! LOL. urgh ! hate seafood lah actually.

well , my life are okay currently. there's still misunderstanding between me & family but hell yeah , i dont want to think about it. then , there's more PROBLEM'S coming my way and now all i have to do is ignore it cause it not important. makyn stress di buatnye. (: so yeah , what others wanna talk or think about me , carry on. CARELESS.

ohyah , yesterday bhy treat double chocolate. yummy !!!! i wanna try caramel pulakk lah. can bhy ? huak. and thanks bhy topup for me my ezlink kard. thanks for everything lahh selama nie. ako sayang kao bodohhh ! *hug*

okay now i wanna sleep. takot besok tak bangun dah susah. gonna meet mel lullaby tmrw. bhy , tkmu paitau. *hug*

raye

2010-09-29T03:26:00.000+08:00

should go grandlink today. i feel like screaming and i miss that place. but tidak kesampaian. theres still another time. and yes, even im not going grandlink , i collect my GAJI! haha. fakeee. go jalan raye with bhy primary school friend plus adeq and surprisingly , there's zuhri too. good that he still remember me. (:

it was fun anw but adeq need to go home early cause his father pet pot pet pot so i understand lah . (:

after finish beraye with them , me & bhy go RC and meet abang fathul, haikal , renny & riera. slack there till 11 plus and i went back home.

PS; THANKS SUGARENNY. i love you so muchhh. yes, whatever they talk about you , i dont care already. you are a good friend after all. seriously, i'm just tooo blind to know that you're one of a bitch girl i've known last time but indeed now , all i know , you're not. thanks for being there. i love youuu ! ^^

i love the way i am

2010-09-28T13:44:00.002+08:00

hello little monster out there. i'm bored and i decided to blog. i meeting bhy later on after he finish his school. then we gonna slack at our usual place and spend time together. now i'm at adeq house and standard , she been sleeping all the way from just now i've just arrived till now. bilik ni sunyi sepi gtu. haha.

oh yahh , you guys will be wondering why me & bhy never had our misunderstanding before right ? actually we did , but every problem's we have , we face positively and talk nicely. since both of us trust each other, there's no serious fight at all and i love it. AMIN.

hmm. i miss alot people's right now and i don't want to name it cause of why ? because, i know sometimes i do miss them but they don't care at all. let them lead their happy life and i lead mine. as long as they know i'm HERE still remember , care and need them in my life.

anw , bhy dah mcm ako. suker double chocolate . yay yay ! bhy ! nak double choco lagy ?! yok beli ! hahaha. i love you lahhh fcuker ! mwahhhhh !

loveyouuuu.

2010-09-27T15:14:00.003+08:00

I LOVE YOUUUU , SO MUCHHH BABYYYY ! HUG & KISSES .
20.09.10 , MAKE IT LASTTT .

i miss blogging

2010-09-27T12:41:00.005+08:00

im sorry for being such an ass living my blog dead. as you can see above pictures, friday to sunday i've been busy jalan raye with my friends and it was awesome. theres more pictures actually but just take a look at my facebook kay ? anw, even on the friday outing , we divided into two groups and some of them feel leftout. like jbsdhjjskjs uhh kay . i'm pissed off after everyone went back home. and i dont want to do any more outing when actually they join us just because TERPAKSE bukan NIAT DI HATY. so yeahh , im doing the outing to be like last year but everything change & im not gonna care horrr . sorry if im being toooooooooooo straight forward here. but yeah , eversince im not with HIM anymore , you guys expect me to patch up with him when actually LOVE CANNOT BE FORCE ?! SKIP KAY SKIP .

so , whoever at my T.B very the kecohh just because im with bhy right now. let me tell you guys/gerls here kay. people can change, why cant him?. all i know , im going to change him to be a better guy in future and wont hurts gerls feelings anymore. IF ONE DAY he gonna busted me , im the one who gonna be hurt , not you guys. so why you guys care so much ? his a jantan sundal ? loooook , theres more out there yang lebeh JANTAN SUNDAL than him. please mind your own business cause i know my bhy can change. okay ? i have so much problems to handle , don't make another problem's for me. enough is enough.

now , im blogging at adeqq house. this is the only way. if i wanna blog at home , i would probably reach home late and then i go to sleep. i dont have the tyme to blog & wait for my big sister to finish doing her stuff then i can play the lappy. tak sanggup woitttt ! so yeahhhhh , i need to repair my lappy & my broadband soon. i just feel LONELY, AT HOME.

oh yah , just now morning , meet bhy , buddah , adeq , zahari & haikal . we all proceed at adeqq room and all conquer her bed. hahaha . now, zahari was playing his lappy. bhy is sleeping on my lap & adeq also sleeep like berok while haikal & buddah went back home and sleeeppp. im going to go tampines later on to check if my broadband can works thennnnnnn I'LL BE HAPPY ! ^^

and lastly , sorry if you guys think my blog boring alr and nothing intersting to talk about cause all i know , my life been a very boring girl right now. BUT I'M STRONG. i update again when im freeee.

sabrina & zakiah , i miss you both so muchhhh. VERY MUCHHHH . ~
oh yahhh , i was pleased when amaliah twinny msg me . I MISS YOU TOOO SAYANG . meet soon okay . *hug*

layan legong!!

2010-09-23T23:37:00.012+08:00

i was in the rush right now. i just wanna say that i had fun with whoever in the pictures especially with bhy . bhy , i love you & i love you so muchh . hug **

BOTH MINEE.

HOLD ME TIGHT LOVE.

MY LOVELY ADEQ.

ABANG FATHUL SAYANG.

hate the way you lie.

2010-09-22T22:47:00.008+08:00

pictures was taken just now. slack with bhy , yaya , riera, zahari, zacjepon & chacha. get to meet abang fathul too. adeq go JB and she cant slack with us together. boring. starting to miss her. &catmeow , please make it free to meet us. we miss you.

i saw nana & bobby at whitesand just now when i was window shopping with bhy. i shout nana name's and hug her tight. she pinch my cheeks. gyler nyer budak. well , i wanna spend time with her real soon. and to you c , you're a strong girl. you hide your problems from us. but whatever it is , be strong okay ? i try to help you as long as i can. i love you so much .

me & bhy got some misunderstanding just now & about 20 mins after we're back to be okay. i hurt him. im bad & im sorry. oh yah , when bhy wanna buy his new wallet, he was fcuking choosy and i scold backwards infront of the auntie shop. the auntie keep laughing seeing our both reaction being such an ass. setakat dher cerewet we gdh. and at last i choose for him his wallet then he buy. LOL. kecoh kecoh.

then i decided to buy double chocolate for me and share it with bhy. one malay guy standing at the counter waiting for our order. and i told bhy the guy got a good looking face and he ask me this "nak number dher tak?" and i say "nak!" he replied "number ward dher nanty i bagy u." HAHAH. i was laughing non stop. siak ahh kao bhy ! cekik kao sampai mampus baru tauu. kay fakee.

me and bhy keep on scold backwards at each other infront of them & yaya say this "boleh sweet sikit tak ? maki makii je." me & bhy look at each other and laugh. haha ! idk why but when i'm with bhy , got certain part we are sweet and certain part we fcuking cau chibai. haha ! still , i love you. ^^ and bhy , kao layan ako peh mepek , ako layan kao peh mepek , dua dua sumpah mepek ! haha . love you ^^

and lastly i wanna say that i get to eat my pizza at adeq house just now. delicious marvelous. HEHE. jealous tak jealous tak? heh .

oooooo lala.

2010-09-21T23:47:00.002+08:00

PROBLEM'S KEEP COMING MY WAY & I HATE IT.

well , the only way for me to put those problem's aside is to just go out with friend's. chilling myself & laughing out loud. i can't be alone cause if i were, i would probably cry and hate myself. sometimes i just hate my life. i feel like running away from problem's. i feel like chopping whoever who try to ruin my life & hurt me deep. sometimes i do think that way. but no i can't. i need a break. i seriously need a break. i want to end my life, can i ?

oh ya. currently share fb account with bhy now. so whoever know bhy & me , just add us okay ? insyallah , we would last long cause there's still no serious fight between both of us. everything going smoothly and i swear i wont leave him without a valid reason. amin. i love you sweetheart. i really do. being without you for one day , i feel like there's something lost in me.

so now i'm at adeq (syqin) house playing her computer while she was asleep like one small pig and kalau letak bomb kat sebelah pun she pekak. HAHAHA ! even her phone rang she never wake up. at last i'm the only one who reply all her messages. LOL.

i'm waiting for bhy to come back here from his school cause he need to go school over some issue's and i'm waiting for him to come back here & hug me tight when i wanna sleep. kalau nak tunggu adeq hug ako kann , tunggu sampai lusaa pun tak dapat siao ! :P then after all fresh alr , we decided to eat PIZZA . wooo , i'm hungry dohh.

yes , yesterday slacking with adeq, riera, renny, abang fathul , hazmi & zahari was fcuking fcuk funn. even bhy got tuition and i can't spend with him much , but then the other's make me ooo lala. i can't stop laughing. hahaha. and playing future games was fantastic. hehee~

and lastly now , i think i wanna have some nap cause batal peluk adeq dah memanggel and before that , gonna smoke ferst dah steamsteam baru tdo. haha. siakkk ! bye people's.

YAYA NANA !!!!!!!!!!!!!

......

2010-09-21T17:12:00.003+08:00

okay now im boreddd. currently now at syqin house with bhy , yaya & eika. abang fathul otw here. idk what to do. i was playing computer and the rest watching horror movie. BORING DOHH !

well , i still cant denied this that i love bhy so much. he the one who make me smile. he never fail to make me laugh & his always in my heart . ^^bhy, promise me dont leave me okay ? and i promise you that tooo. i love you.

one last thing , i pehhh computer dah kena pecah dary my father. even my internet rosak. yes , i cry when i get to know it. idk what else to do . boring dohh laptoppp dah tkde. so yeahh people , im not going to blog that often . wont be online & my facebook gonna be dead. & soon enuf going to share account fb with bhy so he gonna handle everything kay . winks*

kay now i stop here. miss me tau people. anything nak ajak kuwa raye, press press me lahh. dont shy shy. if you gerls/guys dont have my number, mintak sape sape yang i rapat with okayy ? and i try sedaya upaya i that i update my blog regularly kay ? i tryy. ^^ hug*

RAYEEEEE.

2010-09-20T12:52:00.000+08:00

20.09.10 , i just love you bhy . very muchhh . mwahh !

and today was amazing. i enjoy myself. but at the same times i have some family problems and i doont want to elaborate here. i feel like killing myself or even get out from the house. crying is the only thing i can do nowww. )':

bhy , you are there for me , thats why i love you . thnkyou syaang. (:
lastly , i love my babygerls . adeq qayum , love youuuu sangat sangat ~

i miss love.

2010-09-19T22:40:00.003+08:00

I miss the way thing's were last time.

Thing's change and i did enjoy myself but i miss how it were supposed to be last time.

People are changing and i sad though.

I need love now cause i miss him so much.

I need babygerl's too cause i want to have girl's outing with them.

And lastly, i want to be a girl who look up for her own future and don't follow other's.

Amin. ^^

open house.

2010-09-18T01:26:00.000+08:00

its my open house today and up there is the one who willing to come today & i enjoy myself very much especially with love. he didnt fail to make me laugh. i swear, whenever im with him, he never ever hurt my feelings. his jokes, his stupid faces, his sweet & loving attitude makes me love him more. yes, now im going to admit that i deep in love with him. (:

me & love did print our both pictures and put at our wallet. i love it & we both gonna print alot more pictures yeahh. *hugs* even at tymes he look stress about me cause theres alot of guy friends contacting me but still , he didnt control me not to msg nor contact them anymore. that's for sure & he didnt control me like how A GUY control me before. very pathetic him. oppps.

well , me & cicak getting better. at ferst i dont feel like talking to him nor look at his faces but we both bump outside my room & ferst thing he say "hello awak." & the conversation start there. yeah , he still the greatest cousin i ever had. ^^

lastly, i love my sweetest guy & i miss my babygerls . you know who you are.

LIKE BRADER LIKE SISTER.

LOVE.

YOU.

ADEQ TERSAYANG.

ADEQ MAKE THIS FOR ME & LOVE(:

PENAT YEEE!

PS: HAPPY 4 MONTHSARY ANNI MY SAYANG SABRINA. I LOVE YOU!

raye with them.

2010-09-17T14:38:00.000+08:00

today was awesome !

jalan raye with love , his classmates plus syqin & riera.

7 house dah dapat collection manyakk . suke suke !^^

& spend time with love is much more worth it today.

i love the way we are now. kalau ako majuk , dher pujuk . kalau dher majuk , ako pujuk .

and even we maki maki each other , people say we both are a cute couples ? aww. ^^

me & love wear white today. jady malaikat japp. syqin wear the same colour as us . how sweet we are. ^^

and i get back home at 2 plus am . i sukee i sukeee !

now , i miss my loveee. meeet meeee mehhhhh ! ):

enjoy the pictures. ^^

2010-09-17T03:15:00.000+08:00

i update soon cause im tired. okay ? bye.

hard to let go.

2010-09-16T00:28:00.001+08:00

i'm single & unavailable. is there anything wrong about it ?

why people keep giving me full of shits ? why cant they just see me happy with my life ? why they keep stalking my life and not happy with it ? why cant they keep their mouth shut & do their things ? i put them aside, i just focus on one. now what ? tell me , now what ? still , they dont understand !

now i know how syqin feels when she happy with her boyfriend last time but then others & i comment alot of things about both of them that make syqin hurt and break down crying. then syqin know that whatever people gonna say about her, she put aside as long as she gonna be happy with her life being beside her love ones.

i'm seriously hurt right now. theres no use telling our close friend how we feel cause sometimes is not worth it telling them cause they end up don't care and won't even understand.

all i know that i'm strong. this is my life, i know whats right & whats wrong. if you wanna judge me , please think before you say. thankyou .

tag reply here.

to passerby: dorang samer orang ? amcm tawu ? anw , thnk you . but orang iri hati .
to Selamat Hari Raya: oh no. just now i update my post wrongly. sorry . (:
to guestt: forgot who sing but the title is "let me love you tonight."
to Burung Hantu: single & unavailable.
to .; : thankyou so much.
to renny: hello. meet soon ? insyallah. myt .

i love my life.

2010-09-15T21:40:00.002+08:00

^^ *hugs you* ^^

meet owl love and haikal in the morning. owl love treat me nasi goreng. he busted you know. i dont know that he pay for my food already & when i wanna pay , he say "dah bayar dah." ishk ! thanks tau ! then i get changed, go serang syqin house cause both me & owl love call her but she never pick up the phone. haha. then her uncle wake her up. the ferst thing she ask was "riera mane uh? nampak riera?." i was like blur. she so the masai with her baju tdo & makeup all over . haha !

while waiting for syqin to get changed, catmeow came. then we karaoke at her house. riera & two of her friends came and join us too. then we took bus to owl love place. he wanna change his clothers & put his bag at home. so we wait for hym under the block and we gossiping. haha !

after that , took teksi to grandlink . owl love pay for the teksi fare. thanks love. ! meet boipekk , eika & yaya there and we karaoke. after that owl love send me back home. i get to meet his big sister and his big sister punya baby cute mcm i ! i suke ! hehe.

and then , after owl love go back home , only left me , syqin , riera , boipekk & zahari. we played police and thieves & we hell laugh lots of things we do today. haha !

DISSAPOINTED.

2010-09-14T22:27:00.003+08:00

i should jalan rayer with a bunch of east west side today and i tot i wanna bring my SPH people too but last minute i change my mind cause i dont feel like going out with them. i dont know why . sorry yeah .

yes , i had my EE exam today and i did my very best so i dont know what my result gonna turn out to be . pray hard for me yeah. & im gonna have my exam on this thurs next. stay tune. classmates was fcuking like my hair & keep on praising me and all i say was "thankyou." ^^ . at ferst i thought that i cant take my exam if my hair turn out this way but everything seems smoothly. naseb de !

get to meet my lovely sabrina as i miss her so much . i miss spending tyme with her only the both of us but both busy with our partner's so good enough both understand each other situation and never ever fail to call or msn each other. love you , sabrina.

& to yaya & eika. cant spend tyme with you both sangat . sedeh tauu!

and i had so much fun with my lovely aidid & saiful at grandlink today . ^^ dorang pun last minute nak jumpa , so join je lah . & aidid , seriusly , thanks for the treat. & it was shocking when you ask me that qn infront of my face but yeahh , i need time to think . hope you understand . ^^ saw alep,syafiq & jonjon. meet renny tooo. (: welllllll , thats all for todayy . night readers. liya nantok (:

hug me hug me !

2010-09-13T23:46:00.012+08:00

meet yaya aidid and saiful.
they keep disturbing me & aidid. like nabeh gtu ! haha.
eat at KFC then go shopping for a while after that go slack till 2 plus.
then follow yaya change her clothes . i seat outside alone read "manja" magazine. haha !
then go meet owl , wan , dan , amir, syqin & catmeow at the nearest west plaza and slack .
then go meet zahari . we four bestfriends then meet riera & chacha at tamp.
haha . explode singapore gtu . kay fakeeeee.

PS: IM CONFUSED.